Rush Hour

today had maths UT....atrocious man ..i cant even do half of the test but of course i tried to fill up as many blanks as possbile :) i dont wanna retake maths :'(  anyways,suppose to go vivo after UT but had change of plans ,end up MJ-ing at my place...our base was ard $60 !! OMG !!...than lucky alvin booking out later so i managed to leave house ard 6.10 PM..super rush .....i wasnt tt late after all ..:D hee...i only met him for appro 3 hours hahas....lil right..but we were happy :D...i guess quarrels do strengthen relationships but also weakens it at some point of time...we had MOS with kun biao and his other bunk mate...:D so cool right kun biao was my friend since i hang out with my cosuin tt time...anws. he bought one jeans, i said i didnt like it too skinny esp the thigh area ..so Gay! end up ask me choose than i knew his mind was made up so  yeah ..hahas..I"m SO HAPPY one more UT to go :D and tmr NO SCH :):):) hee...

oh my!.look at my eye bags :( i need to pop some sleepin miracle pills to ensure i get sufficient beauty slp ^^

sooooo CHEEEEEKKKKYYYY!!!!!!

I SHY ALRD LA :X but so sweet i like :*D

another kiss hahas ..he too hot untill his button like tt....TERRIBLE!

oh yeah MY EX last sat was great ....but the story line kinda sucked!!!

my new nail polish,A.S, :D BANDUNG SMElling =X  it was said that it wont make ur nails turn yellowish....i dk :)

seaside

I dont think i can continue studying the 6ps....as it is giving me headache and feeling so bloating now :X ewww !!

i rmb what i wanna say alrd...:) last sat,cousin ben wanted to meet me at wavehouse area after his dinner at R.W to make up for my birthday hahas..hw sweet..... i really wanted to go because normally i only  go to the beach at sentosa or sentosa cove not the pub/chill places along the beach..

i wanna stroll and have a cocktail along the beach & lie on a hammock :D watch the sunset is the best part of it :) .probably drop by there if i stay over his place or mb when he asked me there agn :) hope it wont clashed or mb go tgt with bf and his friends...AHHAHAS :)

GONG XI FA CAI !!!!

i have some photos to post, taken last week but i think i would save it for friday :D too tired now .just done with my greatgrandma's post too many photos took me quite long..because i dk how to upload through Photobucket :/ anyways..i'm halfway done with my UTS and guess what ?? HOLIDAYS STARTS ON FIRDAY :):):):):):):)

anyways after UT ytd, met my mom to FEP AGN !!!! and than bugis to meet cheryl...sort of a super rush shopping spree for me ytd ..not many nice stuff i've got...some i threw away at home after i bought it :( no choice so ugly....we got lots to catch up....therefore we were talking and trying clothes at the same time..super tired.....i went home ard 8 to catch my life transformer show :) hee..and incredible tales...OMG there's a card whereby u can withdraw any amy of money but someone wld die and blah blah blah but i dont quite believe this story =X

oh man why valentines day falls on CNY :@...such an asshole !!!! last year i missed it and this year i'll have to give it a miss agn as i doubt he wld make up for it :[i wanted to make him something but on the other hand i know he needs something too so guess i wld get tt for him :)

shit,i forgot what i wanna blog abt too ....so shall stop now and get my ass off to work if i can concentrate well enough :X

my first 2 ang baos :D i think i kinda spent them all alrd :+

taken some time ago :) i love polaroids because u 'll tend to look flawless and better :) hee


tmr is MATHS UT >>>:( i suck at all the AMATHS STUFF....REALLY FML !!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAy,

Greatgrandmother :)

as she was hopistalised on her actual day,it was celebrated last sat instead..:) we didnt mingle much tt day, we just totally cam whored that evening....the food was peranakan food...was kinda tired that day as i had FA ut in the earlier of the day....oh man FA still tt bad to me but at least better than UT2 ..hope to do as well as i did for UT1 .....fingers crossed :X...

anyways the dress i wore my sis and bf said its ah ma type =.= ....mb la the colour but i like :P

penelope ;s baby would be due in weeks to come..




sucha cutie pie :D




fat face dark circles and one more word, OLD !!!






smell my armpit :D














i came running back to the swing :)












is tt what u called a mountain? i think more like bukit timah hill...
love all the polaroids taen tt day..one looked as if my panties were down =.=



isabella's lil borther...damn chubby



my baby :D TEEHEE


red painted nails :D hahahs saw tt....vain pok lao ma...
GALLOP!!

this lighter is damn cool..bigger than my hand okay..

MEET UP WITH THE BOYS AFTER TT !!!

new bishi bashi...mb i damn sua ku ;)


all time daytona ...






lai mai cai le :D


CNY SHOPPING :D IDIOT !!

oh oh ,oh oh..just came back not long ago ...seriously very tired..haven study enterpreneurship yet gonna do so now before my eyes closed......anyways

HAPPY 4th MONTH ANNIVERSARY :)

sorry didnt make any card this time rd =X...i will write u a letter to makeup for it ^^

cant blog now i gotta study update tmr or sth .

the few previous post i forgot to publish few days ago =X finanlly did it today....gotta update abt last day of school and FA test later :)

Pimples popping,Hair falling,very very stress !!!
UT 3 is just few days away ......damn stress for FA and MAths esp hahahs....ytd met shamini after her sch as i didnt go sch ytd :D hee hee......we barely studied as both of us really dk .....end up cam whoring ....fun only.....after that went home , 2 am plus i still awake nth to do !! i spent hours rolling abt hahas... tmr many ppl not gonig to sch because they wanna chiong FA but i cant :( because i skipped 9- 8 times for mths...sad .....but today though not many came it was quite fun talking and all with the rest :) the faci relieving us quite good she didnt mark me late :) but she's very mono tone type..we even planned gambling session on 初四。。：）cant wait.....not comfirm yet .

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so beatiful :)

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helping shamini but actually i also dk :/

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whooooo see i'm studying so hard :D

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nice background but we look super duper chui la !!

RAINBOW SKY ....my fav study place .i rmb we used to study / play there for O levels.

my legs so fat & fabby HOWHOW??

see see shamini sleeping ..!! just JK she's just thinking :)

she looking at me when to jump hahs

running failed :D

my face retarded ;/ and shamini agn look at me when to jump.

pork belly hahhas

had many jumpshots before we get nice ones...see how stress &  hardworking we were :) heee

my eyes last monday..! soooo ugly...

still quite swollen but it got better :)

we went to get some panties :D heee so cute...

i like :) super ex...

mom's E72 ......cool

above ( the blue light u can change it ,theres 7 colours :)

Below ( the battery got flowers :D ..theres 2 themes..pink and sky ...everything is so cute and sweet.....and guess what the two games damn cool got motion thingy and theres application ( like SIMS 3 and all but all can play for awhile nia ...make me excited for nth :/ ) for each contact,you can customise the lighting u want and the LCD thingy & also the lightings.....this is so so super cool... though its a normal phone i love it v v much !!

just before 02.02.10 !

i didnt go school last monday as my eyes were swollen. I dk if its the contact lense or i didnt drink enough water....hahas..mid afternoon it got better ,went central to find mom and end up getting my lollipop phone and mom got herself E72...damn nice okay....than evening,met pearl at town than to bugis ....cld not find anything nice ...CNY clothes sucha headache.....we went to vivo to meet SY....we got beer and nuggets and took cab from outside as the Q was f-ing long.... we were damn lucky..we made many rds and realised actually the way to go up is the same as mount faber =.= waste money !!! we drank beer,took pics,played 5/10 ....than midnight they were the first to wish me in person ...it was funny.....all in all, we had great fun & i apprecaited everything as i guess everyone was v tired.....thanks MX for the cab ride home.

love the concept :) cool..

its almost the same business idea as our entre team :D..

help yourself with the toppings..look at the lockers .cool

pearl's frozen yoghurt !! i 'm not really a Y person ! ahhas

there came SY and i love the fury rocking chair..!! i want 1 in my room too :D

the special brew only pearl like ....damn eee eh ..

OH the moon super rd and bright....

they finanlly fixed the stairs lamp..

JUMP shots agn !!!

HERe is MX modelling hahas..

i cant stop laughing ....

this is th only photo i liked...the rest i  v v chui

the bottom rest from SY's cam

like  have some cunning thoughts..

i think i'm really heavy !!

the journey of my 19th year starts now !!

Happy birthday to myself =.= zzzZZzz.....this year i wasnt feeling excited at all ....its such a turn off when ur  birthday falls on a weekday. and nothing much will happen as UTs up soon and schoooooooooll :(....

i just celebrate this ordinary day by going to school , after sch ,slacked in sch and headed home.
thanks everyone who texted me.My Fb was flooded with wishes too (i replied till i went "happy birthday instead of thank you ).. it did lighten up my day
the 1st person to text me was cheryl :) many unexpected text i received too....thank you guys :)
thanks mei xin &  sin yee for being with me at midnight :) we had great FUN :) thanks kf for the lunch time
but i dk why i'm feeling quite sad &quite  disappointed.though  i say its just another day  but deep inside i expected more....my bf 's not with me today and my close friends were not with me today either.
bf wasnt the first to wish me...To me , i always wanted him to wish me the first but sadly he didnt as he was too tired ytd .this morning we texted till now and he didnt wish me either.we just talked on the phone not long ago,he just talked & all than later finally he said :"sorry last night i 'm really too tired to text you "next on he just continue the conversation ,he still haven wished me....i just cried without him knowing ..he just kept asking me why dont i talk and he said nvm call or text me later .mb i tot he wanted to give me a surprise  but in the end he rmb but also with no intention to surprise me or what.
maybe because i'm tired,maybe because **** did not made me feel this day is special .
man this feeling sucks and its unexplainable ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

Blood
 is  truly thicker than
water

for the  above paragraphs, i wrote it when how  i was feeling just now & mb haven sorted out my feelings yet  .....i always cant stop crying once i  start.....now everything is back to normal,bf & i had a lil text talk, he say he wld try his best to not let me suffer like i did for the past few times.but i told him action speaks louder than words :/
thanks youngest sis,she told  mama to buy me a cake ,so mom came back with a lil sweet cake after work :D it tasted awful but its the thoughts that counts...i was very very tocuhed actually that there were secrets tears .
and for my beloved cousin, he text me before lights off and he know how i felt ,he said sorry ur b;day couldnt be better...he wants to bring me out on his book out day to make up for it..but i told him he always celebrate for me ....its enough hahas...and also i understands tt he;s in camp...
so overall i should be grateful i had many wishes  for most ppl :), advanced celebration , have a sweet family, a loving boyfriend  & at least few true friends :)

Double date !! dental-marina square/pool/arcade/tooth fairy -sg flyer area-esplanade-lau pa sat-home sweet home /MJ:)

last saturdy,the two idiots followed us for our dental appointment.my youngest sis took off her braces that day . me ...? still long long way to go :( we went to MS for pool session and next , watched tooth fairy...so funny & enjoyable :) next we saw the flyer than i decided to go there and coolness i didnt know they had the back area where its so nice :O...cant wait for the bridge to be built :) next we walked to esplanade and i suggested going to LPS for dinner :) such a great meal we had. sadly the flyer no more 10 buck one eh..:( anyways we went back to braddell and they surprised me with a lil cake...thanks sweeties :D didnt have any photos as there were no camera man.haha..went home MJ for fun than yeah ....

sorry for being such a unreasonable person....i know i was wrong and i'm so mean towards you tt night :) hahas i shall not say what i did because its really damn silly & stupid..but gals sometimes like to throw tantrum even for no reasons =X

pool pool :D

her teeth esp the top one still slighting outwards eh....

this photo nice right :D like so cool ;D

i dk when this idiot will bring me to sit the flyer ..i'm wating waiting & waiting,waited for 1 years plus plus alrd eh

hahahs alvin like praying to the flyer

it was my first time with him at that area tts why i ask him take so many photos =X he sad alrd..

why isnt the sky so blue....?

i wanna come back here for the hongbao river fest :D

being fatter /fitter he sweat like pig now a days...

this person here damn funny.....he got a shocked when he saw 100 bucks extra in his bank !!! THAN HE THOUGHT THAT SOMEONE TRANSFERED WRONGLY ...but the truth was it was their extra money when they just became private =.= how gong..he only realised when his camp mates told him they got 100 bucks too ...hahas

advanced 19th BBQ party .
i told the person that i wanted casual hair and stuff end up my hairstyle was like some chinese opera ( alvin said tt ) or mb CNY style..its nice la but so weird for my b'day...and the makeup its too thick like prom night event.hahas anyways everything went well except for the lil space we got because we were sharing the area..thats why i felt pretty bad for my friends .lucky no smashed my face with creamy cakes :)cousin was sick so he cld not come ...
firstly,i wanna thank my dearest boyfriend ,alvin chua pp for coming on his book out day ,helping me from the start till the end, for helping me do the BBQ most of the time .He really helped me a lot :)
secondly,i wanna thank all my friends who helped with the BBQ and baked the CW at my hse ^^
thirdly,i wanna thank kw and co who got me the cake,was really touched .
fourthly,i wanna thank roger & co who came till the end despite having no seats :)
thanks for all the presents too ..:) its pretty funny
hahhas yeah lastly really wanna thank everyone for coming despite being tired after a long day of school and work :) and really felt very bad for the what a bad host i am :/.....

dearest and i cleared the place and bathe and befor my hair dried we were off to dreamland alrd :)



at first he didnt want to take photo with me because he said his gf doesnt look like this :(

wakakakaks

thanks for helping me caring those heavy stuff :) ....he act one strong..

thanks dearest clique for coming early to help out :)





hhaha they both very funny...


i think i wore the wrong shirt..i look so fat and big :(






ty arthur :)

baking the wings at my hse :) thanks a bunch as it was really delicious :) but alvin bbq one also nice la ahhas =X

ahahhas this pervert.

alvin n sis bf...
my youngest sis who came after sch :) ty




hahahs like some class photo or sth hahas
so hardworking eh :)




hahahs the guys ....i'm so far behind ahhas

lovely girl-friends :D i love them ..hearts


aaron,he bluff us he got confinement than suddenly pop !!


this how my hair looks from behind
i was really touched and surrprised that they bought this cake :D...
while i went to call thether clique they sang b;day song for me...so sweet :)

thank you charles & kw for blocking the wind hahs

he wanted to smash my head down but i say ppl wanna eat the cake one:D i won :)
listening to what i gotta do next

took out the candle not enough ,still got the chocolate =X and strawberries


i didnt know my mouth dirty ....omg
thanks manda for capturing all these photos :)


most of the 5n ppl who came :D i miss those sch times man....and i'm happy that we cld gather once agn :)

he's tootall of mb i'm too short :D hahahs ...NI GEL:D:D
jw :)
roger :) he busy talking to ww because ww forgotten abt my bbq and he's somewhere singing =.=




arthur and minquanhahas...

thanks guys for coming ,sorry i didnt entertain u guys much ;/






thesbottom 3 photo taken with yz 's BB phone...nice right...

funny lil things :)

after sch,accompanied alexis to mac . Went to collect my C.L later on....as it was my first time ,i  thought it wld take a long time...but i did & tried it on & remove it in abt 15 mins :D fast right!!! i feel so weird ..my left lense is v thick because got the shang guang thingy....not really use to it yet but it feels so good being able to see things clearly far away ..i used to see the person's figure but not face tts why i wld like stare at that person for awhile ... :/

hmmph anyways my mom's colleauge ( how to spell ? hee ) came over to our place and he's not bad looking and he's 29....she actually got motive one =.= Zzzzz but too bad we all said he's not bad as in handsome la  but we 're faithful one okay ..hahahs...failed...anways had steamboat tom yam at novena...its ala carte so its not a waste of money :) i dont eat much one what .....we talked to one of the service crew saying he looked like one channel 8 actor but he assumed we said he looked like hong kong actor =.= thats when he started serving us very well like erm cook the food for us,add extra tomyam-ness....was v v v nice to us...because of tt praise ....see how sweet talks can do wonders :) hee my mom tot he didnt know eng so she say whoah we so luck got own service assistant sth like tt than he replied !!! stunned !! hahahs ...he not bad quite old alrd.

than while going back the young cheft came out he told me tt cheft  more handsome..now take over him alrd hahas of course la he so old alrd.the young cheft....whee --ooo-weet !! ahhas

BBQ TMR :)

i've almost forgotten to buy drinks for tmr =X lucky after dinner mom drove me to shop & save and get them.... tmr only have 5n ppl mostly and another small clique. wanted to combine west ppl as the chalet i cancelled due to many reasons.but someone also having BBQ there ;( so no space and its all damn last min...so i hope those ppl i didnt invite wont be angry ....also my current classmates & ex classmates i cld not invite all though i wanted to ...as i wld be entitled to one table for 20 ++ ppl ....

i'm actually pretty worried for tmr tts why i didnt slp well for these few days too.

anyways benedict cousin called :) he might be coming over ^^

my greatgrand ma's in hospital now but i think she wld be discharge for her grand birthday :) hopefully.heard tt she's still v vain ..her & her red nail polish ..hee hee

chacha's like smiling..:D adorable ASS !!!

i scared not enough still eh :/ water always run out the fastest !

contended?

Sometimes i feel blessed and i should cherish what i have now but sometimes i start to  envy people who are rich , happy and all,not that i'm very unhappy hahas.I feel that love is more important than money .But still people do get stresed over money because other than love,money makes the world goes rd too right?arrgh !!  

 i know how he feels right now, tts why i wont complain about not having the same treats & gifts like other couples :)maybe it has already accumulated to hundreds or so but its not impt.because what most impt is the way u treat me & how true you are.

anways school was boring !!! after sch i went home and cld not resist my bed,supposed to go out after tt but when sy called i was replying her without knowing what i said.....i should not take naps as i have problems sleeping now a days despite being so tired...maybe it has been decades since i've exercised yeah...i think i look very boring now :/ i need a make over(hair esp ,fatness,eyes,so dull now,ht cmi alrd la :( ,)..my rosey cheeks & sparkling eyes disappeared after i've become old . i've always thought when ppl are in love they look their best and radiant.....but why now i not  like tt ar...?

this is my doggy bank !!!... i only put 1 dollar/50 cents and some notes if i have left after a day....i kept taking them out when i have no money but i told myself not use them only in case of EMERGENCY!!! i hope i can keep my word :/ now have 60 ++ alrd though the coins seemed lil ...

this post i think very nonsense but i just post my thoughts as i have nth to do now since its 12 am + .BORING!!!

HOLY SHIT !!!!
i'm beginning to feel scared  ......my attendence quite poor /very very poor i can say, my ut 1 grades not bad but UT 2 grades...ATROCIOUS esp for FA ...UT 1 i've got B , UT 2 E.....WTH ......i did practice questions but mb not enough or i dk why eh...now i'm most worried my overall grade cannot promote....because if one module u get E u have to retake :(..... i'm worried for maths esp ..as they wld take best 13/15 dail grades but at most i only have 9 days to take :/ ....marketing, i didnt come for UT 2 and LOA isnt applicable for me as i cant ask my doc to write the form as its far some time ago:(.. in sem 1 i at least have my daily grades,now sem 2 i only have UT grades to count on but i didnt do tt well for UT2...my only hope is UT 3....but my maths & FA i dk who can help me..as A,.MATHS i really DK DK !!!i  hope it wont affect my mood for fri :X

ONE MORE THING,my birthday falls on tuesday which is the last lesson for F.A.....have to stay back to ask questions...OMG.....sad case..miserable ...

one year one wishlist...(written last week i forgot to post )

i'll list the stuff i want tt $ can buy 1st :D

-LG lollipop or choc phone / BB phone / some good phone

-Lumix / sony / canon camera/semi Pro

-underwater camera

-hello kitty MJ set .

-i touch

-new tiara ear piece

-more clothes

-more heels

-more pretty slippers

-durable bag

-new furnitures

-new hair cut

-new watch

OMG!!!! 7 days more to 19 :O
TOWN MARATHON...
the 5 of us didnt go to sch on monday because it was entrepreuship & we didnt prepare for our trade show :D we were supposed to meet at 10 am but end up we met ard 1pm !!!....all sleepyheads...i reached there on time so i waited quite awhile ...i hate going to town ...because u have to keep walking through and fro. legs sure ache !!..we walked from cine to heeren to FEP to wheelock to ion  to 313 to OC......tts why its town marathon....didnt buy anything but spent quite a lot on food . i saw ( ya seng/ah seng working at moomoo ice cream or sth ) hahas....( saw wendy & her friend at wheelock ) ...its so shiok to shop on weekdays because everyone 's in school :D wahahahs....i miss those period after o levels ..everywhere is yous .hahas.i've heard abt B&J at OC..so we went to take a look...oh yeah before that we went to take a look at the Hello kitty mj tiles agn...really so nice...back to B&J..its super high up..we sat at the outdoor high chairs..really like damn scary..but the scenery,ambience and wind super nice ^^ romantic also... we cldnt just sit there so ordered 25 bucks+GST ice cream....end up didnt eat much....hahah...but i wld love to go back there agn :)
will update more photos that were taken with Alexis's cam :)
i've ordered the BBQ food alrd...:)...200++ i just worried abt the space on sat, i guess it wld be so so so weird and i feel ps ,not enough chairs/seats for everyone.

chubby chacha

hahahs the wind so strong.!!

i look so pale and ewwwwww....

look at BG's hai tan style hair hahas

the pigeons damn scary ....

i've gotten the brochere for lollipop..it seemed cool but the exact phone too big actually =X...chocolate nicer..but.......i.....

indoor/outdoor both v v nice ^^

the view from here is whoah !!! ..orchard....and the wind v v strong ...new wonderful place to chill :D

GAYS.

they do have live band here too :)

cool reflection eh

we had no choice but to order sth..so ha these mix & match but damn waste...!! we were damn full

see, left so much ,....melted....

say goodbye to BG.....

going to explore the roof top

just another weekend.

as i didnt go to sch on friday,i've managed to fetch him from book out :).....we spent the rest of the day watching (hai pai tian xin) ....next morning i had to wake up super early for piano so had to travel back ....i dragged him along....it was really funny as i asked him if he wanted to slp or come along he said wait 5 mins ..i replied,nvm la u slp here first he showed me the 5 mins more signal...than i just started making the bed ....he had no choice but to come :/ after lessons, we had mj session at home with my sis n her bf....had dinner too and the boys played bball with unknown ppl .they very drama rama one. than went back home to wash his smelly dirty clothes ...than off we head down to jerry's place for real MJ session.. OMG i was damn scared i wld lose a lot..heng only lil bit ...cabbed home and we ate maggi and slp...sure fat la !!

sunday ,went back taught his bro and it marks the 8th lesson ,means payday...

i caught chacha red handed tring to steal my egg ...

watching drama ^^
he damn excited over his new navy thingy....

cool right..can see the moon through the hole...
cool lights hur ^^
his hair damn ugly tts why he cover =.= even infront of me...alamak !!
still covering.... n he stole my gummy...he gave me all the yucky flavour:(
teachin ppl eh !!!
go for cut hair agn....super scary cos he sweat than all stick there

ass !!!


he's trying to escape ...hahas






i know he loves it....

:D:D
not loving eh he....
we supposed to do LOVE but as u can see..failed hahas

kway chap.....yummy :D...but damn full ..i only eat the thingy and egg :D the intestine damn gross man..!!!
challenge some boys
aiiyo strong eh!!! so sweaty too!!!
fake one!!!!

otw to mj!!!!!

RANDOMNESS
i've been eyeing on this phone after my ice cream phone gt a lil spoilt !!!...its out now :D.i've blogged abt this phone long long time ago :)....its really love at first sight phone !!! damn cool esp the lightings and stuff.....luckily i didnt get iphone or LG crystal ....because i just need a simple phone ^^ I HOPE to get the pink ONE :D:D:D:D:D

maldives 's really pretty eh ..... 

i 'll continue blogging tmr because i'm quite tired ...:D
i finally completed teaching for 8 lessons :D gotten my pay ^^

i shall make a quick one :D....man i wanted to go to school because my maths i PON  6 times alrd ...but i dk why i cannot wake up .....even though my alaram rang..i think i snooze it or off it....and its really boring to stay at home....i feel so bad and guilty...=X...anyways,i had to go to the optician as my sight is really bad !!....i had to wear spects since P1 but i didnt because i think its UGLY hahahas....tt guy who check my eye sight damn impatient =.=.....i wanted to make colour lense because its pretty..but i have lazy eyes and shang guang or what shit..so cannot..but mb i will get it online ^^ supposed to meet cheryl today but i dk what happened so probably meet her another time ;/ but just nice alvin booking out like soon so i gtg fetch him now :)

OH MAN....sorry guys....
i was so happy as i've almost setted everything for the coming BBQ ....and when i went down to collect the keys,i've came to know that another family wld  be having BBQ too.....i dont mind but the area there isnt tt big..and i'm afraid that there wont be enough seats & tables for my friends.....so i called everyone checking their availability on the 30th instead...all also fine with it but i realised tt its my GREAT GRANDMA birthday !!! OH NO...its damn bad...one have to share space with ppl,another its my greatgrand ma b'day & if i were to change it to sat i 'll have to skip tt unless i can rush thru and fro which is highly impossible..though their house only at serangoon gardens area ...i have no other dates to change because Ut 3 & CNY....OH ....so FIRDAY OR SATURDAY BETTER....? :/
i feel so bad keep call & text them like an irritating ass man..!!sorry guys .....i will try comfrim asap..but try let me know fri or sat better too ^^

Finanlly :)......i'v been searching for a new simple blogskin but i cant seemed to find it in blogskins.com. so i've deicided to use blogger's one after soOOO long ^^ its quite simple to use excpet the links i 've to slowly add one by one agn ....but its good because most of my old links were dead alrd or some have moved...

so people , if i've left out ur link just leave ur link in my tag board & i 'll link u up real soon :)

i haven thought of a photo to put  it in my header,so shall put the colourful balloons for the time being. I wanted to add some simple backgrounds but my post box and all doesnt have borders so it wld be messy .i dk how to do all these stuff just trying my best^^at least my blog have a new look :D anyone knows how to make the photos bigger???

i've uploaded everything i think ....soo tired now....i shall continue with the other links tmr in school :)

my motivation for his recent test and all :D....i was probably too bored too :D

OKIE DOKKIE
i hate planning and organizing stuff..its always so so so tough..OMG cant believe 11 more days to my birthday..so fast ..i dont want..i dont wanna be OLD OLD OLD...lao liao la....!!!.....hmmph BBQ stuff is almost done excpet for the ordering...because i dk the right quantity..later too lil or later too much..alamak headache @_@anyone wanna help me :*D......
WHOAH last night i slept throughout the night without waking up :) ,bt it was terrible horrible :( because i had a nightmare about my birthday chalet..therefore when i woke up i told myself better not have it alrd....it was really horrifying and i nearly cried while i was dreaming...its only a dream..but seriously i have a phobia of having chalets esp ..............i shant think too much but mb its an emotional thing that i haven recovered totally from...though ........ hai yeah

it has been sucha long time since i met cherylllll......hope to meet up with her real soon ^^

had MJ on mondaywith alexis,nelson & bg.....we partial-ed =X....and u see what tt dog do to my piglet.....

why would i get angry/sad for the slightest things ....moodswing or tired or just being gals??
i'm sorry just let me rant ...
i dont know if guys are just plain stupid or great actors....hmmph...probably i'm too tired thats why i got moodswing or i dk .. i had a long & tiring day and i just wish we cld talk and all since we have so lil time for each other alrd and maybe have someone who would make my day seemed better :/ ..i know we cant be like other couples as u're serving NS so i had myself prepared for this but i can really say its really quite $@@@$^&* because missing someone so much and only have soooo lil time tgt ....OMG!!!!.he said he cld still text me but his texts came in all very LATE ! and u gave me explanations but i just wld just say its EXCUSES..u guys love tt... i tried to hint u that i made time for us to talk but u still didnt call, than u know we gals wld always love to say NVM go talk with ur friends blah blah blah but deep down we dont think tt way man...its alright.maybe u're really studying for ur test and probably cherishing the last few days with ur bunk mates....
so maybe i'm just being unreasonable :D

anyways i was quite late for school today , iforced myself to go as my grades and attendence alrd very atrocious ^^.....after F.A lessons i went to his hse to teach his lil brother...FAINT !!! now i know it feels being a "teacher"....because he hates english and always give tt tired and hack care not interested look ....teaching is really hard ..u need lots of patience... today i was super tired and all therefore it was super bad ....i had to travel so far there till my legs were aching..therefore i just cabbed home since the sky there was damn black as it was gonna rain...the taxi uncle & i had a very interesting conver .he even sang like WTH hahas..and he was a sailor before..0.O......can tell he loves to joke and those happy go lucky type & &&& was very flirt before ..hahahs... alright done with ranting and blogging so i'm gonna do RJ Now.....:D

THANKS MAMA
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
woke up pretty early due to alvin's text.....he kena confinement so i woke up to "acc him" i blogged and all till i went back to my nap..than halfway i didnt reply him ,he called me than i woke up agn....hhahs waited for my mom to end work :D..because both my sissy got their BF to acc them except poor ME!!!!... so we went ion & FEP ...supposed to shop for new year clothes but end up i got nth for CNY !!!...hahahs all no size or everywhere sales all not nice...saw one guy ,end up when we walked pass e 2nd time they promote some stuff than my mom go talk because they "handsome" than so PS la...she so KPO keep ask he study where do what as he started talking to me abt us from the same sec sch ..i was shocked ....than i rmb he looked kinda familiar.....anyways i'm so happy because i 've gotten my BEBE jacket ^^sooo nice....actually my bf wanted to get it for me when he got his nxt nxt pay but i think he needs to get himself more clothes than i so ..lucky i got it alrd ^^
bebe's shirt are nice too but i think big boobies ppl wear nicer ..i'm too flat...but i'll get some soon because i only got 1 old one which is not nice...

i;m so so happy too because today most ppl replied me for the BBQ party....they wld be coming but i hope the actual day they would come too :D..... miss all of them ^^....

i talked to my first best friend .....i really miss those times...we were super closed tt time.....we were like bf & gf but in best friend terms......hahahs....esp the yatch experience and all...i wont get to experience tt if not for her and her grandpa.....OmG ...misses all those silly funny times.....sleep overs,heart to heart talk. writting letters even though we see each other almost 24/7..we even bathed tgt after our swim....sound so les but yeah it was really great having sucha close best friend....now she;s waiting for her a level's result....wish her all the best !!!


bebe's tissue so nice can see polka dots plus hearty dots :D
i hope i wont dirty it =X..its so soft and comfy ^^
more photos from manda's 19th

OMG i love this photo...but my camera sucks la...cannot take so nice as this.... :/

this is sorta candid ...

pathetic weekend ....
sat after piano,went to c.p to meet him because i cld not make it in time to rush to TM....we had pizza hut for lunch and we went to hse..spent our day slacking,sleeping and had dinner before sending him off to TM.....super short day with him....because he had confinement...hmmph.....

i was looking through the guy 's website whom i've helped being his model before .he helped newspaper fashion section makeup and hairstyling..his work is amazing....the models all so pretty and they're mostly whites....i love the photoshootbecause so pretty esp the venue too....i miss photoshoots but now i'm fatter and uglier alrd....i hope to do some before i turn older and uglier ....

maria <3

manda's 19th birthday!!!

friday,met up with shamini,liting and joanne to hunt for manda's present n card...after a long school day we were all quite tired...esp me ....hahash anyways ,we cabbed down to hotel 81..hahahs when alvin heard tt he kena shocked !!!..... hotel 81 there was quite high class esp the lobby but the room alright la..not too bad.. got bath tub and fridge and HBO !!...we were the first to reach than later her another clique came...OMG like so many ppl in the room..we had to be sneaky and quiet as we can...it was kinda weird for the 4 of us....we had our food and watched tvee hahas...than sang song,cut cake took photos :D....we had to wear the party hat ..manda forced us hhahas....we left earlier so we walked to ps to get drinks and headed down to 313..wanted to slack at O.C but all closed....so end up home sweet home..had an enjoyable day with the gals^^



they played with face paint after we left hahas...looked so funny..

so cool right...break the glass to get ur CONDOM!! birthday POO POO :D hee
we got this love poo for manda...lol

last min we got this card too and we didnt have pen so we went to m.w.l to like borrow their pen secretly...


her reaction

the hat super gao wei leh...
yay we managed to take a grp photo :D with self timer....

b4 everyone elses came and when they when they went to the lobby to collect food..








in need a hair cut man too thick my fridge...ugly..!!!



eeeeeee.amanda digging what ar ....?
my eyes =.= hahahs...damn ps when we took our grp photo...
shamini enjoying eh ahahs



they went like why ur cake is happy anniversary not happy birthday ahhas....its donald duck because manda's fav hahas

the candles cute eh








she had to stand on the chair to blow...in 1 sec the room was alrd pitched black ...




this group photo was taken using my camera..everyone 's camera was DSLR mine ar ditigal damn PS ...hahahs...




i love the scenery....like so romantic :D


if only my bf dedicate sth to me through this big screen ....hahahs..

quotes to share :D

Lucky is a man who is the first love of a woman , but luckier is a woman who is the last love of a man.

when i text you, means i miss you .When i dont text you ,means i'm waiting for you to miss me.

The most beautiful things in life cannot be seen or touched,it is felt by the heart.

today our faci was taking over for 1 day...he's quite lame but he made the day pass very fast and he's not boring but quite @#$%^&....anyways had our module talk for year 2 ....we have to get many unifroms and we wont be able to wear home clothes in year 2 this april :(....have to buy culinary knives...120 bucks..crazy right...total 200 plus ...inluding uniform..but it seemed tt it wlD be more fun like cooking and others..:)

birthday plan 1 :)
i've booked 2 pits ...below my hse =.=.......same as last year but i swope cliques for the venues because my sec sch cliques all so busy :( if not chalet wld be fun :D:D:D.....so for this, the venue is settled but the ppl who are coming arent comfirm yet and i wonder if i can add one more clique ..because i'm budget tight..as i wld be paying for the food....200 +++.....but the place is super small and i'm afriad it wld be boring because u can only BBQ eat,chat...oh man !!! but i hope most of the ppl cld make it ..sort of 5n gathering and another clique..it wld be weird though...i miss 5Ns as i looked through all our photos....now we've indeed drifted so much.......so hope this advanced birthday/ gathering wld be a meaningful and happy one ^^ ...for another party i haven comfrim..my mom wld be helping me pay for the staying fee but i guess i cant have food alrd..=X...... i wished i didnt spent all my money =( i know i should not ask her for more..but..i miss all my friends so much tt i wish we cld all have a good great time :D i'm trying to dig my piggy bank...of mb get a loan ..i hope i can work during feb-mid march..i wanna do sth great for him too..:(

i've come across this mv & i think its very nice & cool ^^

the way they mix the songs :D

this song i feel its very meaningful because gals are mostly attracted to bad boys RIGHT..? :D so weird...though they know they wld get hurt ,they wld still give their hearts to bad boys...

Feat. flo rida
[flo rida](bad boys, bad boys)
Alexandra girl i know what you like(bad boys, bad boys)
Oh, oh (bad boys, bad boys)
Hey, yeah (bad boys, bad boys)

[alexandra]Some people call them players
But i'm far from terrified
Cos somehow i'm drawn to danger
And have been all of my life
It feels my heart's divided
Half way 'tween wrong and right
I know i'm playing with fire
But i don't know why

Yeah the bad boys are always catching my eye
(ooh way, ooh wah)
I said the bad boys are always spinning my mind
(ooh way, ooh wah)
Even though i know they're no good for me
It's the risk i take for the chemistry
With the bad boys always catching my eye
(ooh way, ooh way, ooh wah)Oooooh, bad boys

Some think it's complicated
But they're straight up fun for me
I don't need no explanation
It's nothing more than what you see here
My heart still feels divided
Halfway 'tween wrong and right
I know i'm playing with fire
But i don't know why

Yeah the bad boys are always catching my eye
(ooh way, ooh wah)
I said the bad boys are always spinning my mind
(ooh way, ooh wah)
Even though i know they're no good for me
It's the risk i take for the chemistry
With the bad boys always catching my eye
(ooh way, ooh way, ooh wah)

[flo rida]I know you want me shawty cos i'm a (bad boy)
Hey s-shawty can't help it she so so addicted to them rougher fellas
With even the alphabet she only sings the crooked letters
Let mamma take all the risks
For that chemistry she like them tougher than leather
By any means necessary, girl
She likes them ruthless, that's my world
It's not the news it's what i heard
To get them more the merrier
It's not a big surpriseI know them bad boys catch your eyes
Look at her walk when i go in disguise
You'll have them shawty don't worry you fly

[alexandra]Yeah the bad boys are always catching my eye
(ooh way, ooh wah)
I said the bad boys are always spinning my mind
(ooh way, ooh wah)
Even though i know they're no good for me
It's the risk i take for the chemistry
With the bad boys always catching my eye
(ooh way, ooh wah)
Yeah the bad boys are always spinning my mind
(ooh way, ooh wah)
I said the bad boys are always catching my eye
(ooh way, ooh way, ooh wah)
Bad boys, bad boys

moody...
now i've skipped sch 16 times in semester 2....i told myself i must go to school everyday since ive skipped super many times..but today i failed =X....woke up ard 10 plus & i managed to pack my table :D ...but soon it will be like shit agn ..mid afternoon since i was free i went to bf's place to teach his lil brother ....ALAMak !! really really headache...went back had last min MJ...!!! i think my luck for gambling this year is bad ....now ,i'm pretty tired but i cant slp ....hmmph today we didnt talk on the phone...at least he's willing to text me longer even lights off alrd..hmmph....i've waited so long to be back tgt agn but now time is so so so short ..but mb it wld lessen our quarrels and letting me to be more independent on my own at times...

anwssss ..i''ve came up with my b;day plan alrd..its stupid , normal ...boring ...
but NO CHOICE !!!!!

hahahs last sat i was angry and all as i said in the previous post ..and i started using alot of vulgarities on him when he texted me ....i dk why and what go into me hahas..damn funny i dk why...than end up i went to meet him than though we both were having cold war, sth happened and it was funny that made me laugh and within 1 hour we both were back to normal....tts one thing we dont normally quarrel for more than a day !! hahahs..he had his pay and he 's staying home next week book out so he wants to spent them all....he wants to buy me stuff but i cant find anything to buy and dont wanna waste his money.!!... we had cold rock (our combination sucks !!!)we walked through and fro ion -313..there's hello kitty mj set.....2 types..one is the normal chinese style but the casing chips and pattern damn nice!!!...another one is sanrio one its cute but really not for playing as u wld be taking a long time to figure what is what !!! my mom said she wld buy tt for my b'day present if i dont have chalet or parties hahas...tempt me only la !!! so i said no its alright!!
after our "date" we went to get food and went home watch tvee and all...!! at night i apologized as i felt real guilty and allhahas and more more more things happened...!! but dont worry i'm always here with you ^^ following day we went to his hse ..i taught is brother ....went to TM and off i went home...!! studied FA but i cld not finish the PQ and i crampd everything tgt which was
BAD!!! FA 's test today damn difficult and had not enough time ......


yeah so this was the card i made!!
always cannot have a nice photo taken !!!
in his whole life i bet he hasnt read a whole storey book before because he hates reading i think !! BUT WHEN COMES TO MAGAZINE that have sex issues ,he's damn interested and he read all the pages of cleo of tt section ....he wants to read more or it but only had few pages hahas..



though he's adorable,he can look like a monster too




he actually doesnt like them at all ...he just eat it for the sake of attention !!!
her godbro's mom gave me this for CHACHA hahas...so appetizing o.O
went to mx's godbro hse last week ...got 4 red cars of diff brand..damn cool.....he taught us a lil of maths but end up our maths test none of it came out ahahs...i really struggled because i didnt learn Amaths back in sec sch and maths module i skipped like 5 times alrd hahas....WTH right..!!!!....we had supper at prata hse down the road and yeah . tt day i was kinda shocked i dk why when we saw our friend.hahahs...
i tried to clear most of them but end up i kept most of them.!