i've been been sleeping only like 3-4 hourss daily ...tired but i still feel so energetic at times !!!! Maybe its because of ......We're only left with 20 days of school !!! so happy but yet sad because i felt that the bond within our class is getting stronger...Maybe its because of THE  HORRIFYING MANAGEMENT ACCOUTING !!! once we graduate , its like starting anew !!! we cant skip work like how we skipped school etc !!! i dont wanna grow up !!!! SIGH !!!! yup ! so now left with 2 more UTs before CNY and study break ...and then major exams then goodbye my beloved schoolmates!

my pay just came in not long, how i wished i cld save that sum of money or use it to pamper myself !:( however i cant !:( it will be all GONE !!!!...yeah GONEEEEE !!! $0 !

Spring cleaning has to start but i think it wld fail !!:3 the damn  EMPTYcupboard is still in my room, the swing is not up yet :( and all my clothes like mountain alrd....

Seriously i wonder how alcohol cld make one lose parts of their memory,how one can behave so differently,like a monster for me !:( 

to love again ~