big heart small kiss Big kiss small hug

2012-01-23T19:37:00.000+08:00

GONG HEI FAT CHOI !!!!

Chinese New year 2012 ....LIKA BORING !!!! I think dad spend CNY with our family side in HK therefore had reunion dinner at aunt's !!! it was still AWESOMEEEZXCVB!!

but hell am staying home on chinese new year DAY 1 !!! :(

anyways aint excited about the ANG BAOS ~!!!

BECAUSE ....

gotta spent more for my 21st !:( sighhhh duck !!!!:((:(

i remembered when we were young when we were much more well off it was much more fun !

endless house visiting...^^ though we get grumpy and tired...

the CNY feel was much stronger....didnt appreciate much back then !!!

now ....

only got relative house ( mom's side )

(dad's side ) all in HK !!!!

2012-01-18T02:21:00.000+08:00

To Love Again ...

Hoping & hoping to find my Mr right someday .

Trying to move on from all those mistakes and heartaches.

Trying to chuck all those sweet bitter memories somewhere

deep down in my heart where it wont affect my life from now on ~

I guess now all memories are locked and safe somewhere in my heart <3

I hope there's no turning back for any old feelings and all ...

In the past,each time i tried to move on ,

there wld be sth that wld pull me back .

is this heaven's will ?

WARNING !!!

As much as i want to love again ,

I AM AFRAID !!!!!

I'm afraid i cant give as much as you've recevied before,

I'm afraid to feel hurt and upset over & over again ,

I'm afraid to feel disappointed

I'm afraid to miss someone so badly yet i cant do anything,

I'm afraid that i might commit the same mistake i did before

I'm afraid i wld also break another heart .

I'm afraid to feel insecure which i always do .

I'm afraid its only the sweet beginning .

I'm afraid all my negative temper /attitude problems you wld not tolerate.

~I'm afraid of the possibles of all ~

2012-01-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

Alfred's 21st !!!

This year wld be a year full of 21st birthday !! because its all 21st of 1991 BABIES ~~~

anyways it was nice catching up with all the MSC girls ~:)

i really miss girls outing.....after i've left st Margaret's !!! i rarely have just girls outing !!:(

cam whoring has always been part of our routine during meeetups !!<3

all the crazy things we do !:) heheheh

LOVES !!

used the stickers from the MAMEE !:3 heh

i love the hairband so cute !^^

FUCK my fatty thighsss!!!

2012-01-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

The start of 2012 <3
I've blogged abt elynn & lester's ROM in the earlier post !^^
I feel happy for them !:) very nice couple :)
esp elynn who treats me like her lil sister !! hahahas
sigh miss those mambo nights tgt !!:x

i feel super awkward during this group photo !!!

lucky i wore white ...every girl wore WHITE !

pretty band given to the girls who did the wedding march !!

i pretty like this pic !!!

:D heheheeh !!

ring in the carriage !! CINDERELLA !!^^

SO SWWEEEEET ^^

First day of school !^^

Hehehhehe i ran out of photos to blog therefore shall just pick random photos !!!

first time i enjoyed sch so much + it was the day first of sch ..perhaps, it was because we went to sentosa !!:) it wasnt a site recce for us !! we went WILD !;) it has been ages sine i've sat on the LUGE .....excited lika kid only !!:) present for like 5 mins than class ended !^^ best day ever.......amara santtury bar !<3

LOVE THE GLASS HOUSE !!!! IDEAL ROM VENUE ^^

Heh anyhow bun my hair because it was freaking hot !!!

2012-01-14T15:13:00.000+08:00

Boutique hotel !!!

i've always wanted to try staying in a boutique hotel with different themes...I feel that it is much more interesting then those normal hotels..!!!! sooo nice ~~ i wanna try the galaxy theme...the STARSSS!!!! *meltsssss*^^

2012-01-12T02:39:00.000+08:00

My Babeh !!!<3

SISSY's all camping at their bfs house these days because all the botaks are on block leave !!!! so there's only mainly chacha & i and mom at home !!!!sometimes i just talk to chacha , wonder if he understands??:/ but each time i cry,he wld lick the tears away !!! gross but yet super sweet & touched !^^

I LOVE YOU CHAHCA !!!! I WISH YOU CLD GROW OLD WITH MEEEE !:(

DK WHY HE SSOO SHY !!!

Been through 6 years of relationship,
other forms of "relationship"
likes/love etc....
I've gotten so hurt before and hurt someone so deep too ....
what if i make the same mistake.....
being single for this amt of period , i'm getting used to it!
However i always prefer to be attached & all just that when i can feel it
coming nearer.....i tend to take many many steps back !!!
i'm afraid , Yes i am !:(

2012-01-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

i've been been sleeping only like 3-4 hourss daily ...tired but i still feel so energetic at times !!!! Maybe its because of ......We're only left with 20 days of school !!! so happy but yet sad because i felt that the bond within our class is getting stronger...Maybe its because of THE HORRIFYING MANAGEMENT ACCOUTING !!! once we graduate , its like starting anew !!! we cant skip work like how we skipped school etc !!! i dont wanna grow up !!!! SIGH !!!! yup ! so now left with 2 more UTs before CNY and study break ...and then major exams then goodbye my beloved schoolmates!

my pay just came in not long, how i wished i cld save that sum of money or use it to pamper myself !:( however i cant !:( it will be all GONE !!!!...yeah GONEEEEE !!! $0 !

Spring cleaning has to start but i think it wld fail !!:3 the damn EMPTYcupboard is still in my room, the swing is not up yet :( and all my clothes like mountain alrd....

Seriously i wonder how alcohol cld make one lose parts of their memory,how one can behave so differently,like a monster for me !:(

to love again ~

2012-01-07T05:20:00.000+08:00

DETOX!!!!!!

Green tea

While it's not technically a food, no detox plan would be complete without regular consumption of essential liquids. Fluids are essential for keeping our organs healthy and helping to flush toxins from the body, and drinking green tea is a great way of boosting your intake. Green tea is not only a good weight-loss drink, but it is extremely high in antioxidants. Research has also suggested that drinking green tea can protect the liver from diseases including fatty liver disease.

hmmmmmm^^

2012-01-03T01:29:00.000+08:00

Twenty O Twelve !
The start of 2012 wasnt that great!!! but the mid of 01.01.12 was great !:) attended my first friend's wedding.....i love beach weddings !!!Its amazing that i get a chance to attend this wedding as i only knew the couple for 3 months or so !! I didnt know i was part of the wedding march untill i 've reached that place.....scare the hell of me but it wasnt that scary after all !!! was quite fun being helping out and stuff.....went to zouk after resting at the hotel !!! dont know when will i see them agn if i cant go mambo night agn !:(

2011-12-31T16:58:00.000+08:00

Happy New year !!!

‎"It's suspended there to remind us before we pop the champagne and celebrate the New Year, to stop and reflect on the year that has gone by. To remember both our triumphs and our missteps - our promises made, and broken. The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures - or closed ourselves down, for fear of getting hurt. Because that's what New Year's is all about: getting another chance. A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more. And stop worrying about 'what if' and start embracing what would be. So when that ball drops at midnight - and it will drop - let's remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other. And not just tonight but all year long."

2011-12-28T00:30:00.001+08:00

Damn stressed now !! i wished someone wld help me plan my 21st !:(

haven been to many 21st parties therefore am feeling so lost ~

budget planning

people

venue

activities

food & drinks

and now we have no maid :( no one to help !!!

Will be damn busy with sch during JAN and my BIRTHDAY IN FEB !!!

HOW NOW HOLY BROWN COW !!

:'(

Bestie !!<3

Finally during the holidays,gotten a chance to catch up with cheryl !:)

went swimming,nails etc......

School's starting soon !!:( sighhhhhh

cant wait to graduate but on the other hand i know i wld miss sch , friends !!!

2011-12-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

POP that BUBBLE !

It was unexpected ,

your arms ard my waist might send me the wrong signal,

but i did the same back ~

it felt so good to be able to do so agn...

again i've lost the courage to confront you ,

afraid i wld feel rejected agn !maybe all guys just wanna have fun !?

half of the night i felt that your heart werent with me ...

that killed everything :'(

but at least now i really know how i feel about you !!!

sigh its not so easy ~<3

2011-12-23T01:47:00.001+08:00

Back to being Strangers ?

cant really explained how i felt but i just have to let it out here ~

I felt that we wld really be perfect for each other ,
However we met at the wrong time,
fell in love at the wrong time....

As you said : if only we've met earlier
but i guessed you wld take back what you've said....

Even though we "started" wrongly.....
cant deny all those sweet and bitter memories...

then......

After sooo many months....

YOU'RE BACK , BUMPED INTO YOU ON THE STREETS,
PRETENDING WE DID NOT SEE EACH OTHER !!!
WHY??

my heart stopped beating for seconds....
was shocked...was feeling !@#$%^&*(

Though our love was over....why cant we be just friends...?
probably i rmb you saying.....
its weird and impossible being friends !!

Still,hoping you wld talk to me again ,
my friend...

2011-12-21T01:12:00.001+08:00

Turning 21 !!

It feels too early to plan my 21st ....
However having a lil knowledge about event planning,
i know i'm far behind time !!!

I should be sensible knowing that i cant afford grand parties like
every girl wld dream of !!!Knowing that being with ur loved ones wld
be sufficient !!!

However i really wish to have a really good one next year !!!
Though it wld be different as i wld be single , i wished it wld feel as great !!

Sigh just dont know when wld be the right timing to bring this up to my mom !!:(
plus the situation we're all in !!!

2011-12-18T02:13:00.000+08:00

How long wld i wanna feel sad !
I wanna move on !!!
My determination aint strong enough !

Great liar wld make his/her pack of lies sound and feel so real !
how wld i know whats the truth .?
despite knowing this, i still want to talk and ask ...

Happy memories stopping me to let go totally,
your everything !

2011-12-09T17:18:00.000+08:00

Sleep it away ~

I was shocked that there was a comment about it...
However more disappointed on what you said at the table !!!
Should i just stay as far from you as possible !?
if i do i will miss everyone ard you too !

being an emo poop is soo tiring !:(
wanna be happy like happy feettttt!! :D

2011-12-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

Miss those times~

When i cld eat like free without getting so fat !! NOW ?knowing i'm so fat i still wanna eat eat EAT

:(!

2011-11-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

HEH !^^

Wanna rant here about my feelings but i'm afraid i cant !! :/ DAMN

but i can only say i miss you so much !

you make me feel SOOOO happy and then ......so sad !!!!

hate you but end up the love i have for you overtakes the hatred ~

Probably i've found the cure but i've let it slipped away !

i rmb last Wednesday was a BAD DAY

and therefore my whole week was Fucked up :/

after each month, i wld pray that the next month wld be better !

but come to think about it , i should appreciate and cherish each day ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2011-11-22T11:02:00.000+08:00

heh too many photos to blog ! shall skip it !^^

Halfway though the last hurdle of poly life !!! good or bad i dk :/ starting to skip sch agn . Never felt so tiring in class , Getting a B isnt as easy as before :(

Gonna start my practical lessons soon ! wander if i should continue working part -time ...cant bear to leave but its getting too difficult to cope with sch and stuff ! plus my bank is damn empty now :O

Been so happy that i havent been clubbing!^^ i dont need to but i will leave room for exceptions !

oh my christmas is coming , wished i cld go to some snowy place ..white christmas is what i've always dreamt of !

Sigh about my love life,its not so complicated any more .....i know who i love , i know what i want....AND its been within me all where which i cant express and admit ....

vVEH VEH VEH XINKU !!!!!

hmmph anyways the second ear piercing on my left ear has partially closed and i was forced to pierce my right ear !!! pray that there's no infection or sth !! dont wanna go though the same shit heh !!!

cant wait for 2011 to be over but also not because it would mean i'm HITTING 21 SOON !!!!

SIGHHHHH

2011-10-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

Wishes .....
keeping myself way too busy ,
trying to get distracted~

Haven been blogging because there's nth i cld think of to blog except sad posts !!!!

School has started not long ago ! Not adapting well yet ....my laptop spoilt!!

that means most of my latest photos and musics GONE !!!

hopefully cld do sth to my hardisk !

gonna blog abt my holiday if i rmb and if i have the mood but not nw....

approx 4 months has passed, i was doing alright but ...sth happened

Seriously i dk what i was doing knowing you dont even know too !!!

IT WAS JUST SO WRONG

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

But you were not the only one who has done this to me !

knowing i wld get hurt i followed my heart !

I told myself that sometimes we just have to go against our heart ...but i could not ..

2011-09-25T04:43:00.000+08:00

Can anybody hear me?

Am I talking to myself?

My mind is running empty

In the search for someone else

Who doesn't look right through me.

It's all just static in my head

Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut

Sending SOS from this tiny box

And I lost all signal when I lifted up

Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot

Can I please come down, cause I'm tired of drifting round and round

Can I please come down?

I'm deaf from all the silence

Is it something that I've done?

I know that there are millions

I can't be the only one who's so disconnected

It's so different in my head.

Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut

Sending SOS from this tiny box

And I lost all signal when I lifted up

Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot

[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/simple-plan-lyrics/astronaut-lyrics.html |]

Can I please come down, cause I'm tired of drifting round and round

Can I please come down?

Now I lie awake and scream in a zero gravity

And it's starting to weigh down on me.

Let's abort this mission now

Can I please come down?

So tonight I'm calling all astronauts

Calling lonely people that the world forgot

If you hear my voice come pick me up

Are you out there?

'Cause you're all I've got!

And tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut

Sending SOS from this tiny box

And I lost all signal when I lifted up

Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut

Sending SOS from this tiny box

To the lonely people that the world forgot

Are you out there?

'Cause you're all I've got!

Can I please come down?

'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round.

2011-09-25T04:24:00.001+08:00

YOU'VE GOT ME ADDICTED

Have been partying too much !!

OVERDOSEDD~

never knew mambo night cld be so fun ..:)

the company you're with make a BIg diff !!

they are all really nice & awesome <3

14 sept : i was damn drunk ~ cant even control what i was doing ...

i cant believe what things have become .....

feel damn !@#$%^&

2011-09-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose, you can't have everything

Tick tock !
As usual , holidays are never enough,
time flies soooo super duper fast !
I WANT MORE I WANT MORE I WANT MORE !!!! :3

ANyways I dk who still visit this space of mine ! its like dead
hesistating if i should blog abt my trip here because it wld take quite some effort !!
or maybe just FB !?

SKATING AT ECP !!!!
skating + drinking = no weight lost !! -.-

Been ages since i really exercise!!!!
felt damn weak , skate for like quite a short dist damn tired already ....
and we skate and drank at the same time ..
bloody hell ....lost to K in 5 . 10 !!!!
the effect of skating and drinking = HOT !!!!!

slacked at the jetty !
endless breeze (Y) <3
however ard 4 am , freezing like MAD!!
became a frozen piece of PORK !
torturing ourselves for nth !!!

But had an awesome night !:)

2011-08-30T17:15:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time ~
internship has ended and i've been busy partying all day long ~ hahahs
need some time alone but my holidays are real too precious man !
but i cant stand staying at home everyday too ,
therefore i'll be going back to MSC !<3
hopefully things are still the same there :/

too many stories to be told ~
time flies !
i'm getting better emotionally !:) i think i repeated this too many times hahas
nv forget the song ( better in time )

2011-08-06T04:25:00.000+08:00

7 more official working days !!!lately i've been enjoying myself so much due to the 5 days off i had !:)

AWESOME !!!

however i've got love struck and its really killing me

because i'm not supposed to fall in love ,esp .....!

but it was hearts all over the world that night <3

SIGH !!!

anyways i think i will suffer when i get back to work because its the "BEST TIME OF MBS"!!! NDP !!! hahahhas and it felt that i haven work for a long long timeeeeee.

sometimes confessing your feelings to that special someone is a good thing,

but sometimes i think its better not to !

2011-08-02T11:50:00.000+08:00

Time flies~ Just roughly 3 more weeks, 7 more working days and iip ends !

been very free and busy !! lots of events i've not updated but its all in FB !!:)

i've gotten over the depression period i guess :D

thanks to all my awesome family & friends!!

I guess i will probably go back to MSC to work after iip !

cant stand it staying at home doing nothing for 1 half months ...

and i neeeed MONEY MONEY MONEY !!!!

excited!:) tickets for BALI has been booked :) ooOOH

BEACHES !!!

2011-07-16T02:16:00.002+08:00

so much suffering i cant express...
i miss you everyday , hoping to see you soon....
i cry most of my nights alone, i wldnt call you anymore
as i know you wld feel irritated instead...

i dreamt you found someone new...
i know that it wld come true someday because,
my instinct is always correct.....'

then

why am i like the man who cant be moved?

2011-07-16T02:14:00.000+08:00

so much suffering i cant express...
i miss you everyday , hoping to see you soon....
i cry most of my nights alone, i wldnt call you anymore
as i know you wld feel irritated instead...

i dreamt you found someone new...
my instinct is always correct.....'

then

why am i like the man who cant be moved?

2011-07-05T03:18:00.000+08:00

Racing Against Time

The last few days of the KTM train ...
Only the 6pm train to JB was available....
but just for the experience we waited :)

The train wld be better if it wasnt air conditioned :/
many nymph inside and kinda smelly :/
lucky i wasnt tt scared if not i wld be like a idiot screaming non stop !

spent most of my time standing near the door of the train..felt damn good !
took 1 hour to reach JB !
otw there i saw many heartland areas that i didnt see before..
saw many kids and old ppl ....really felt like the olden days ~

Nth to do at JB sentral ! had kenny rogers but didnt eat much ..not nice
but the MAcs spicy chicken really damn good !:)
the stall vendors at the train station damn cute...talked to me and all ..

SAW A CUPBOARD THAT I WANTED FOR MY CAROUSEL AND BEDSIDE THINGY !
BUT DIDNT BUY !:(

our train supposed to depart at 9 but we only managed to leave ard 10 plus ! faint!!!
stopped by dk where ...saw how the man did the manual handbrakes of the train tracks
to allow another train to go pass first...

A few ppl staying in those private house i believe near bukit timah all came out to drink and watch the last few trains go by ...damn funny.! asked me why aint i getting down to join them for a drink and even say give him some time to generate some tears first
hahahs !!

2011-06-28T14:18:00.001+08:00

Im too lazy to blog :/ kinda lost the passion to blog every single day !
neyways, all the photos are in FB !!!:) too many to post in here...

Better in time

2011-06-07T03:50:00.000+08:00

last 2 photos ~

I guess i went overboard this time round, i was harsh with my words. I didnt think whats the correct thing i should say when i'm so tired,stressed up and tired. it has always been on my mind perhaps but on the other hand , its just .............

during work i just broke down , i didnt care abt my surroundings, i felt terrible. when i reached home it was even worst, at this point of time, i cldnt find anyone to talk to ...i just kept crying...

i 've always thought i've become stronger , but i was wrong ....

everyone has their own flaws, i knew what they were,

but i tend to overlook them .

2011-05-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

Cheryl's Awesome 21st

A month ago celebrated C's 21st , i was rushing from one place to another :/ and many of my friend's 21st .cabbing and presents $$$.that explains why i was so damn broke : but its all worth it ^^

i cldnt join them at helipad ,the afterparty thing because of work :( .... i've really changed a lot ...last time even though i had sch i wld still go club and all ...sigh

neh mind ENDURE !!!!

oh man blob blob of tummy fats :O!!!

envy eh !!!!

a lil cheesy :/ and my forever kiddy drawing:/

<3<3<3 !!!!
Calean's Awesome 21st ...

We met earlier to shop for Calean's Birthday present,head down to her place ...food was yummy .....had a great catch up time with them too !:) miss having MJ sessions tgt :( .....i cldnt have a chance to see her 2 tier beautiful cake as i had to rush to cheryl's 21st ahaha....no choice but to change in the cab :/ getting pro man ....

thats all for the main parties i had in April - may !

2011-05-21T19:35:00.000+08:00

I will miss you ,

my lil mental things.:)

I have suffered a lot . I rmb having my braces on during year 2008 ard dec period. I've lost so much weight because of it .CUrsing and swearing everyday ,hoping i cld get those mental stuff out ! NOw when i've taken them off, I'm missing them a lot ALRD :( i've dragged for weeks actually :/

My teeth are actually HUGE !!!! i rmb-ed someone told me they looked like horse teeth !! WTF hahaha !!!! quite true ...thats why i prefer to have them on :/ so weird to SMILE without them :( my friends damn cute, they said if you take them out ,you aint cute anymore so dont take them off !! hahahas ..

Gotta do lots of filling and whitening because i didnt take care of them when i was younger :/ REGRETS....SIGH !!!!!

anyways i 've always thought that when you bite your teeth tgt....they should meet but my dentist said it's not supposed to be that way , the front should be infront instead ! TADA!!!

2011-05-11T16:40:00.000+08:00

Shopping with WENDY !:)

last month went shopping with wendy to get cheryl's present !:) so happy that we went to rws as the first time i went there i didnt bring my camera to take those candyland pictures..!!we practically rushed from place to another :/ had great fun taking pictures too ^^

2011-05-07T15:44:00.000+08:00

Front Office Chalet !

We had a chalet with the the whole front office department...many people....the chalet damn big and spooky ! because it really looks like OCH !celebrated 2 ppl's birthday ....BBQ , Singing and all sorts...i was bored when Pam left :/ died halfway ....but it was a memorable time tgt....seeing our managers shouting into the mike and etc...haahs

one of my trainers before i started being at the desk !:) NOE:D

lee sun and pam ! :D

one of the leads who always call us SHAWTY !:/

one of my mentors !!:D

2 of the leads.....they 're nice ppl too !!

one of my longest mentor , he's from RP TOO !!!..damn fast ...

2011-05-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

THE LION KING !

love lion king so much !:)

HAKUNA MATATA

means no WORRIES ~

Sometime in April , Wenqi and i finally got a chance to watch LION KING !:) all of us got free tickets..:) ITS DAMN GOOD !!! i love the night scenes where the stars which they made were BEAUTIFUL ! and all theeir costumes and all damn creative...really WOW !!!! the main lead came into the our office before but i didnt get to see him :/ GO WATCH IT BEFORE IT LEAVES SG !!!!

before the show wenqi and i dropped by CLara's room to wish her happy birthday !:) we went to LA SENZA for lingerie shopping :) i didnt use my 50 % off voch during my b'day month therefore clara hlped me and its really damn cheap ! 4 wonder BRAS and like 10 panties for $150 !? GOODSHIT!!!! went to her room ,girls talk then W and i had to catch our show and rush to have dinner ! before dinner we dropped by JUICY ! OMG faint !! and also seph ! no time still cant resist going in ! eat too rush untill ....indigestion....

sand theaters !! like nice!

WONDER GOODS !!!

2011-04-30T03:16:00.000+08:00

APRIL

Another month has passed! it isnt a good month though ...all that i've been planning and looking forward to has been KILLED? :/ everynight i still have problems sleeping! i cant stop thinking...keeping myself busy after work if i can ..

This is what i always feel and meant ,that i should not show my emotions and tell much ..end up i'm the one suffering...

it's always more on the other side , when will there be a time when we're both balanced?

2011-04-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

Perth part 2 ~

We went to some beach at night too !.damn cold man ...it was a starry night<3 i had a few bottles of alcohol on the way which made me feel a lil tipsy there :/ we had mac breakfast in the car before heading back ! one of those days ,

we went to caity's farm house ! awesome shit k ! 2 horses and many dogs and cats living tgt under the same roof ! the cat really so cute like puss in boots ! ...i love horses esp but i was so afraid tt day :/ nv been so close to one before man ..

left with part 3 and i'm done !!!...

this house super nice and big ...many bettey boob stuff !!

always wanted sth like this for my room !!!

part of the house ! cool shit right...

played with this cutie pieeee!!

ben has changed his forte ....WLD YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR FUTURE READ CALL BEN !!!

BEST SHIT THERE !!!!

IN ROOM DINING !!

so many nice ones but i didnt get any !!!

love the blanket ....&

king's park !

they had some art exh at the beach !!!

puss in booots !!

drank at the back alley of dan's house ! this night got me SUPER HIGH & ....WTF !!!

smoke wheat stuff !!!

2011-04-22T02:08:00.001+08:00

2011-04-21T01:47:00.002+08:00

horrible :(

terrible :(

2011-04-20T04:03:00.000+08:00

Just when i thought everything's gonna be fine ..its not ...I wonder whats going to happen to me in days to come during work (mentally and physically) , can i overcome my emotions and serve with a smile and not break down .? the conversation i had with someone today really sent tears rolling down my face, heart broken,and soon crying so hard into my pillow ~ Its totally the opposite of what i 've wanted it to be....i never had insomnia untill recently, i nv worry so much for a long long time....its like we changed places !

have i really lost it all .....

2011-04-18T15:02:00.001+08:00

TIK TOK !

Really drained at work ! But I'm glad i was still at Tower 3 ! not so much stress.....getting better but still i need lots of guidance! :/....

time is passing so slowly ! its only fast during my off days ! sigh ~ i really have no life ! :( 1-11 everyday ....its one of the best shift but there's nowhere i cld go after work and no one i cld find ....

They say ignorance is bliss ~ true .....

but i really feel uneasy abt it !

i really need a long holiday ! away from this hectic life!

2011-04-09T01:50:00.001+08:00

Today's my 10th day out at the desk alrd ! getting used to it now ...and i'm already not shadowing anyone ...though i feel i'm not ready yet...but i guess by force its the only way i can learn ! great to have many great mentors..esp my senior from RP ! all of them were damn good and known for their pro-ness !

standing for long hours still a TORTURE ...! and today i just gotten the news that i have to get a CASH FLOAT ! WTH :( went home late and felt so lost but thanks to MASS he helped me ^^....some of my leads treat me good too ! got disturbed by everyone today ! everywhere i go sure got some "scandal "

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we appeared in the newsweek letter of MBS ^^ and suddenly the visual media ppl appear in front of our desk and i was chosen to be part of the smile campaign! i had to just stand there and smile at the video cam ! all my colleagues stand by the side n watched .....cant helped but blushed ..i 'm excited to see the outcome of this proj ! i dk how though....

finally a long day has come to an end...and tmr is a new start and the same routine :( i'm not slpeey but so tired that i really cld break down when i reached home ....how i wished there's someone tt i cld share this with me ....

2011-04-05T14:37:00.001+08:00

Perth (1-6 march ) ~ 1

It was really a last min thing though we planned to go there ...monday after work then it was confirmed that we wld be going and tues morning off we go (: ben and i were the last passenger to board the plane..embarrassing man ! the first 2 night we stayed in a hotel facing the beach ! wonderful scenery..i love the damn blue sky and sea ~ <3 met up with his friends on the first day alrd..they were helpful and all (: Ben stayed in perth for a few years before therefore i need not worry abt many things (: he tooked good care of me too ...

to be continued~

2011-03-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

Latest crubbing !

i've been missing so much fun but i have no choice and also due to many other reasons i got to reject all the invitations !!! but its alright......its damn unhealthy ..save $$ ...anyways this was so called the last clubbing night before i dk when i will go CRUB agn !!! my first time clubbing with a few of my sec sch mates ! exciting man ! but guess what..we drank outside , went in got more FREE DRINKS and i DIED-ED !!!! went home after that before having the chance to dance ...and i fell agn ! CLUMSY SHIT !!! but it was a great night after all except for those harsh words i've received that night :/ <3

HEHEHEH SO FUNNY !!!!

RETARDS

2011-03-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

Art -Science Museum

During my off days , went to the art sci museum with manda for FREEEEE !:D all marina bay sands team members gets2 com tix for that week , just in time :) more photos in FB ! Quite interesting ! :) i didnt know they had the wonderFULL show at MBS if not i wld wait and watch it too !!....we tried those Mongolia costumes that were in the hut ..i think its for KIDS :/ wahahahhas ! and tried those stupid hats..pretty fun anyways..and they even had real human remaining..! freaky shit !..... slacked at ion after that !

i rmb shit happened during that day :/

read those red colour quotes...quite interesting to ! :)

2011-03-15T00:34:00.000+08:00

Having training at MBS as a front desk agent !! its only training and i really feel like crying at times :( a lot of stuff to rmb and learn ! :( ..anwyays just uploaded all the photos into FB FINALLY !! will post some here when i'm free..too many...i forgot that i haven blogged abt my aussie trip too ..and art sci museum !!

supposed to join my friends for KBox now but due to some reasons and my bad bad headache i 've decided to stay home !!!....really working in a hotel wont have much social life....by the time its your off day ..you just feel like sleeping whole day long....ZZzz

and and i finally know how to bun my hair after 1 year of ppl helping me in sch :/ ..but now i have another great challenge...to bun the french twist....only succeeded once while i was shitting ,as tweeted....i SUCK at tying my hair..even pony tails look like SHIT !!!!!!!

2011-03-09T03:00:00.001+08:00

argh ! i really need something to distract me....btw i just got back from perth on sunday night before my intern which started ytd ( mon ) ! i'm too lazy to upload all the overdue photos ! ALL IN FB !:D will do a post on tt super last min trip to perth...it was comfirmed one day before only ! i need a longer holiday ! i dont wanna stay here....starting to feel the pressure which haven actually started...!

anyways these photos were taken at SS's chalet....the rest of the photos in FB !!! sliding down the stairs with mattress ! drinking and gambling !the 2"monks" really made me laugh my ass off !!!! they really damn creative ..!!!

PHOTOBOOTH

we look so cartoony !!!!

I forgot how this started then after this shot everyone had their turn too !! crazy shit !

WE are the blood Cs !!!!

GOODNIGHT OWLS ~

2011-02-28T05:38:00.002+08:00

i'm having the worst time of my life

.....everything's isnt turning out great ! Today i swing my wallet and all my money and bank cards dropped out! when i noticed it was missing, just a min later..its ALL gone excpet for few bucks ! i had bruises all over my butt, my head ! and money wise...isnt too good too !...the worst is of course ....!!!! now i'm having heartburn or dk whats that...damn unwell ! later on its my last day at MSC ! :( and my cousin and i mostly gonna fly soon mb later or tues..haven booked ! horrible..but i want to so badly...

i hope i've learnt my lesson !

i wanna stop all these !

i just wanna get busy during internship !

i wanna get numb and not feel a single thing !

2011-02-27T10:31:00.001+08:00

everyone can say and think i'm one except you !

2011-02-25T18:19:00.000+08:00

i watched burlesque and 127 hours last night and this afternoon ! ALONE ....pathetic shit but yeah i enjoyed it v v much !

everything is changing....
i can feel it...
imaginations running wild...
feeling sourish down my throat..
but i'm staying strong....

you wont get to see the tears i cry and all the trouble i chose to go through...

2011-02-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

I've lots of photos and events to blog about but there's really too many :/
finally UT has ended and vacation has started :D:D:D
but iip is starting in less then 2 weeks time...how fast :/
working a lot this week and its my last day :(
next week i have nth on so hopefully i cld go overseas ^^
the past few weeks were really horrible...
at least nw my heart has settles down a lil ~

2011-02-21T01:57:00.001+08:00

too much to say
cried my eyes out just now !
heart broken ....

i really do ....

2011-02-18T02:11:00.002+08:00

SUNSET LOVE

2011-02-17T01:11:00.003+08:00

MOon River <3
floating on the river in a wooden boat,watching the moon and stars with you ,how nice can that be ..
i dont need a yacht, a boat is just fine.

Supposed to be studying but no self discipline.
At least i read 1/4 of the book alrd man :/ but cant rmb anything & tt sucks!
I feel so bad about myself about many things....
sometimes i dk what am i doing !
i always get what i wanted in life ,but some things are just beyond my reach !:(

Anyways got soooo many post to blog and pictures to upload but as usual its like super overdue alrd ..so just go FB.com (:

THe only reason i'm happy abt now is that i've gotten in MBS ! gonna have my iip there (: long hours ,5 day week but pay not tt bad ...650 ! super stress but i hope it cld distract me in many ways....

i really need a getaway and also just to .......

2011-02-14T09:03:00.001+08:00

This morning felt so strange,
like my world has been emptier.

i know i have to secure a place for my iip ,
but i really have no mood to do anything nw.
i didnt prepare anything .

The sudden Sadness giving me pains in my stomach agn.

The song : I Miss you like crazy suits how i'm feeling nw :(

A.I.W.I.Y

2011-02-13T20:08:00.000+08:00

Batam
spent 2 D 1 N at batam . went there with SOH DHHM . did housekeeping and some others.

2011-02-02T18:32:00.008+08:00

♥ 02.02.2011 ♥ Twenty20Twenty20
Happy Birthday To Me !

Bye my teenage life~

This year i didnt have much expectations for my birthday as during my 19th b'day it sucked hahahs ! Few hours before the clock strucked 12 , my cousin all came :) i went down to get a drink with alvin and when we came up , everyone was waiting for me in the dark ...sang birthday song and did the usuals for birthdays!

Celebrated advanced one with MSC peeps !:) thanks triple S for planning !

Received birthday presents from my cousins,bf,g,n !:) damn touched as i'm not even 21 yet....

today i woke up, didnt go to sch ! mjed the whole afternoon !:/ gonna have reunion dinner and i dk what plans i have after tt !

Kinda sad to have CNY clashing with ur birthday ! THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME !!!!! ppl think its good as you will get more money for ang baos ..IT ISNT TRUE MAN Hahhas

I'm damn happy this year for my birthday though the actual day doesnt feel like my b;day at all !!! all the FB wishes damn cute sweet funny, i realised i have many diff nick names !!! hahas

Bff was the first to call me & some called me when they were in camp !:)

Lastly , I managed to have my loved ones with me at the start of my adult life !!!!!^^

HAPPY GIRL :)sibei cui photos

2011-02-01T12:36:00.000+08:00

Amanda's Awesome 20 !!!
too lazy to blog now a days !! anyways for manda's 20th birthday we all head down to timbre :) before tt we went to get cake and balloons :D surprises ! timbre was damn crowded but lucky us got a place there :) halfway the balloon flew and yeah manda damn sad and was damn determine to get it back ! she went back at 2am to get it back i think :/ hahahs so happy to see my sec schmates as i havent seen some of them for super duper long.....they went sheesha but i had to meet my other friends elsewhere ..love and hope to have another outing like this agn ^^

this pic damn nice ^^

2011-01-27T13:29:00.000+08:00

THUMP- Fluffy rabbits !
some of the rabbits damn cute i just feel like hugging them ! most of them had double chin ! one super gigantic man !! hahaha

2011-01-25T12:36:00.001+08:00

Wedding Bells are ringing ~
Jeffrey & Carlyn ...
Attended my relatives wedding at pan pacific sometime ago ! actually i dk who the hell are they :/ its my mom's cousins..hahas cousin Ben told my mom not to drive as he wld pick us up ! ^^ We reached the place and only recognized a few familiar faces :/

The couple cartoon short clip and the dk what ceremony clip damn interesting...i really love it ! so cute and sweet and funny !...

my uncle, renfred and menfred Ng were more like the co stars of the night as like everyone wanna take photo with them because they both were the superstar band and singing thingy... they're my grandfather's bro's son ! coolness right ahahas

dinner ended ard 11 plus .... home sweet home :D

there's a story behind those lollipop theme !

2011-01-20T15:04:00.000+08:00

Grand Hollywood & Rebel
Sometime back after BBQ and day out with my clique i accompanied Joy to grand hollywood with the rest..oh man i do not enjoy tt club :/ but it was interesting watching those thai dancers & singers...drank and we all head down to rebel ! hehehe.... we had more drinks agn :/ what a crazy night as usual ! ^^